MY STORY

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Presented below is a fiction that I’ve tried to write when I was in high school. How good or bad is it idk so I’ll leave it upon you readers to give your reviews and feedbacks on it in the comment section!!

PART-I:

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Sometimes in life you find someone so special that you always find the best of all feelings in the world with them. Here is a real life excerpt that reminds us that True Love can only be forgotten but can’t die.

She was the one who gave me a reason to smile. She made me feel the most eternal thing called love. I never believed love to be true but the day when I closed my eyes and saw her smile, I realized that I was in love with her. I still remember the day when I first saw her . The unforgettable instant that a soul, clinging on to the purest memory of its previous life, longs for(THE MOMENT WHEN SHE ENTERS HIS LIFE). Her smile was the most precious gift to me and thus I never left a single chance to make her smile. Slowly we both felt the same thing & got to the same conclusion that our love was true.I always used to tell her,”I’m gonna love you for the rest of my life.” And in reply she’d say,”Just love till the end of mine.” One day I asked her,”Tell me one reason that you love me.” And she used to reply,”If I would have a reason to love you then my love would not be true because love doesn’t come with any reason.” And when she says that I could find that reason in her eyes. But then one day all of a sudden she just disappeared without intimating about anything. I became restless and worried. I was helpless to do anything but just wait for her. I kept waiting and waiting, with a hope to see her smile again. And then one day I received a letter from her and I got my breath back instantly. But I never gathered the strength to read that letter even for the second time….

Today I would try to write below her words in that letter:

“DEAR You,

I want you to remain calm when you read this. And if possible, be calm afterwards too. I am writing this letter to tell you something important. I am leaving my home. It’s been a long time I saw you, but still it seems like you are close to me always. I know I have hurt you, but I will not feel sorry for that because I am ready to accept your punishment. Sweetheart, I need to tell you something very important today.

I am very lucky that I met you. You were the only one who made me know what love means; how it feels. People struggle for their whole life, but they don’t find their true love. Me? I am very lucky in this matter. The days we spent smiling at each other were the most beautiful days of my life.

I wanted to tell you that I am not well. You were the one who had first noticed my cough. You had immediately taken me to the hospital for check-up. There we came to know it was an allergy. Later on I became weaker and weaker. After some more tests, It’s “Throat Carcinoma” the oncologist had said. Throat Cancer. We didn’t know how. You knew I don’t smoke. But still sometimes it happens to non-smokers too. And God’s plan was to make me one of them.

The funny thing is that despite of many things that happened in your life at various stages, you were with me all the time. I made mistakes. I held so much back from you and yet you cared for me. I know you wanted more of my caring too, but I’m sorry I was unable to give it to you. Well, the first time I didn’t think you were a right person. And the second time, well I did but have no time.

I still remember your night cuddles when I used to place my head on your lap- My TALL, SHADY, PILLOW TREE. I still remember your first Spider-Man type KISS. Both our faces upside-down to each other. I will miss the movies we watched at my home when no-one was present there. I will miss the late night SMS chatting. I will miss being your GIRL, who disturbed you in your dreams or I can say who loved you in your dreams too.

I will misss your cuddles. I will miss our walk in campus holding each other’s hands. I will miss studying together and then going for a long drive on my access. I will miss eating burger with you. I will miss playing footsie in the library with you. I will miss the glances we stole in the sessions. I will misss my bad performances and the tears afterwards that you wiped. I will misss how you made me laugh. I will miss how you played with the twirls of my hair. I will misss how you watched me putting the eye-liner. I will miss how you zipped me up in my blanket when I was all cold and shivering. And yeah the best of all I will miss the lip lock kiss I used to give you which you felt was like warm honey when you came home after being worked up at job.

I’m not the one for details. Suffice to say; yesterday the oncologist said I have little over two weeks left. The last day is supposed to be horrible. I would like skip the gory parts. But now trust me you don’t want to know further. You have something meaningful going on in your life. Your aim and goal both are wonderful. And if your secret thing works, what I think is it will, you will be able to make it even better. And if that happens I won’t be there to disturb or divert your attention anymore. I have seen your love. Now I don’t want to see your pity. I am a pretty, sexy crossword girl. That is how I want to stay in your mind forever. Your pretty, sexy crossword girl.

Meanwhile in what little time I have, I plan to travel everywhere I can. In the last two days I will find a corner for myself in this India where I don’t bother anyone. Then I will go. You know what? On my last day, I will think only about you.

A good thing has come of my decision to leave here. I feel free enough to tell you everything. I don’t have to hold back or say the right thing anymore. For instance, it isn’t just you who had a sleepless night at my place. I never slept either. I thought of how hard it was going to be to leave you. Funny, I’ve never felt that way about leaving the world. But leaving you, yes that was difficult.

Dear, wherever I may go, my love will come to you one day, but you have to make a last promise that till then you will not lose your hope. I made a promise to you that my love will always be there for you till the end and after, so my love will return back to you to keep my promise. You are a very brave boy. I know you will keep my words. I wrote this letter, and asked my mother to post it if I die. Today, if you are reading this letter, it means that I’m no more in this world. But it doesn’t mean that our love came to an end. My love will return back to you and, till then, you can’t be weak.

I want to end this letter by saying something I wanted to say to at least someone in lifetime. Though both of us have told this thing to each other a thousand times. Still. So here, goes:

I love you. I absolutely, completely love you. And will do so to my last day. Bye. Take care.

~She”

Hello Everyone, this is an excerpt from my book which is undergoing the process of being started😅… So if you like the post don’t forget to like, comment and share..!!😉😉😊😊

P.S.: The real names aren’t published for privacy purposes…. 🙂 🙂

~K@

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SADNESS!!😞😞

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I don’t know how and when, but I have discovered this thing in me recently. And it is weird, I tell you, because you just cannot help but notice that one thing you don’t really want to. Thus, here I am, stuck with this abnormality, waiting for that day when I’d be free of this strong feeling which happens to ruin my peace of mind.

Sadness is a very powerful emotion. If expressed well, it can make you lament over something or someone you aren’t even connected with. It can make the leaves fall in autumn and the branches sway vigorously.  It can silence even a chirping bird and might even have the strength to wake up the dead. Surprisingly, this is also one of the strongest emotions which happens to increase its significance, in the real world, even more.

We’ve all watched fairy-tales when we were young. And at times, the magic of the tears of a princess would turn a metal into gold. Love, of course, was given the priority to depict happy endings. But if we actually go into the depth of it all, sadness had its own importance. Had the princesses not suffered the hardships of their early life, they would’ve never realised the value of love. Hence, misery was an essential part of their lives. 

Strange; right? 

I’m not here to express what I feel about this everyday sentiment but rather, to talk about that one thing I’ve started feeling since I don’t know when. This is nothing but the aura of sadness around people when they’re upset or turned down. I feel their pain when they’re around me and the depth of it, if they happen to be close enough. I can read the torment in their eyes and sense the numbness in their fingers. I can see through people when they’re off and this isn’t a very good thing to deal with. 

I am not a philosopher and neither a psychologist. I’m a normal human being with no superpowers, nothing. But it is during these times when I wish I had some. It is in these few moments when I want to heal these many people, relieve them of their pain and make them smile, at least a bit. It is then, when I want these numerous people to notice positivity, which astoundingly is present in plenty, around them. After all, how hard is it to notice a full moon on a full moon night or feel the soothing essence of wet sand in the rain?

But I guess all of this will go in vain; because, sadness and apathy describe the current state of a majority of the people around the globe. 

Do you know what the irony is? The writer, himself, is sometimes a pessimist.

~ K@

THE LOVE WE MADE!!

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WARNING : CONTAINS ADULT THEMES..!! SO READ AT YOUR OWN RISK…

We met on the bridge on a moonlit night,

The stars in the sky shining so bright.

I stood alone, I was all on my own,

And then you came, what a wondrous sight.

Such beauty in your features so divine,

Never had I seen a woman so fine.

You walked up to me, to my ecstasy,

As I wondered how to make you mine.

The words we spoke I don’t recall at all,

But I know I made you laugh and smile.

Then we shared a kiss, and oh! such sweet bliss,

As my mind you began to enthral.

I held you close in my arms, our lips pressed

Tight together, heart pounding in my chest.

Through the kiss I smiled, driving me wild,

Every inch of your body I caressed.

As our lips remained locked, our tongues entwined,

Your hands moved down to desperately find,

My rigid shaft. And tightly you grasped

As on me your crotch you began to grind.

My hands seemed to have a life of their own,

Pulling at your clothes as you freed my bone.

And deeper we kissed, as slowly I pressed

Into your wet opening; together we moaned.

Harder and deeper and faster I pushed,

Giving you more of me with every thrust.

I quickened my pace, tightened our embrace,

Not holding back, overcome with pure lust.

I could feel the pressure in me growing,

But I had no intention of slowing,

As you screamed for more. I couldn’t ignore

Your pleas as your juices started flowing.
 

No longer now could I control the urge

Your climax pushing me over the edge

And right as I came, you cried out my name,

As I filled you there on that bridge.

Mouths parted now, you gave me a peck,

Just a soft kiss on my collar then neck.

Then your teeth sank in, piercing my skin

And thirstily you began to suck.

And with that final kiss from you, all changed,

As my blood and my life you drank and drained.

And so faded the light, I became one with the night.

I am your thrall now, my heart is yours, enslaved.

And as quickly as you enslaved me,

You cut loose my bonds and set me free.

I was left alone, again on my own;

Thinking of what will never come to be.

So thank you for that beautiful dream;

For that’s all it ever was, it seems.

I know I will miss, the taste of your kiss;

A memory to which I’ll always cling.

~K@
DISCLAIMER: THIS WORK IS A PIECE OF IMAGINATION..!!😁😁

THE WILD WINDS OF LOVE

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“When I touched her body,
   I believed she was God.
   In the curves of her form
   I found the birth of Man,
   the creation of the world,
   and the origin of all life.”

Love is deep, intense, and long-lasting; people use love to express true emotion. Love is the passionate affection and desire felt by lovers for each other.

Love can be so powerful that people cry, suffer pain, or even risk their lives to save it. True amour springs from the very bottom of the heart and the spirit of the soul.

An untamed wave,

The wild – the sea,

The billows fold,

Still holding me.

I hear your voice,

Alone my hand,

I cast aside,

My fear’s command.

Take me to a honey cove,

Love me there and sweet,

Kiss my lips – your moistened breath,

Let none, but us defeat.

If I should have but one desire,

It should your love to be,

Come you storms, and come you rains,

My heart is bound with you.

~The Nocturnal Muser (K@)

WHAT DADDY SAID WAS MOSTLY RIGHT!!😔😔

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As days passed by, I had realised,

What Daddy said was mostly right.

The rebellion raging in my blood

Had vanquished – When reality struck;

Big dreams with baseless hopes,

Roaring against my Papa’s words;

He sounded bitter and backward,

Foolish I was to abandon his wisdom;

Won’t do what I was asked to do,

Determined to swim against his sayings.

I ran – thinking I would make a big name;

I tried and tested whatever I dreamt.

When sandals screeched, when face deterred,

I had second thoughts on what he uttered.

Reluctantly ignoring his words again,

Unwilling to bow down even when I failed.

But failure struck my path again;

Nothing availed, nothing I gained;

Broken back, bent spine;

I went to his feet and I cried;

All rebellion lay cold and calm,

All my cloudy thoughts lay dead.

And as days passed I had realised,

What Daddy said was mostly right.

~ K@MMY1431

CONSUME MY DARKNESS

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Consume my darkness and I shall feel better again,
It’s not what you think that I fear,
I fear your answers and my vanity.

Yes, I’m engulfed in darkness and
despair once more,
Begging to feel the aroma of your radiance,
Deep down my heart.

I wish I knew what it is,
But everything seems to be so vague.

Give me answers that I want to hear,
Break my monotony,
Break my shell,
Before it breaks me.

~The Nocturnal Muser

THE FESTIVAL OF LIGHTS💥💥

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Today’s the ‘Festival of Lights’ all over;

A joyful day for minds and hearts and souls;

And people throng the Temples to offer,

Prayers, resolving to take better roles.

And most of them are richly clad and clean,

And eat such dainty foods and sweets with mirth;

Whilst noisy crackers burst, their lights are seen,

It seems to be a happy day on Earth!

But are there not hearts woe-filled, very sad?

Denied of laughter, smiles for days;

Today’s the triumph of Good over bad;

But what about the wastage in much ways?

True joy is when you see someone else smile!

True charity gives joy in Heavenly style.

Dunes of vapours from crackers rise,

Engulf, as odorous airs resound

Effusing joys to all abound

Pearls of gleams in these autumn nights

Adorn our lives else trite

With sparklers that motley skies

As soaring spirits of powder wander

Let us thank the heavenly might,

In this festive season of lights.

As echelons of zillion lights adorn,

And echoes of triumph and thunder swarm,

Watching even a tiny gleam perform,

Devouring ill,

Sparkling joy despite forlorn,

Exhorts A Hearty & A Happy Year merely born.

~K@MMY1431

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Hello Everyone,

Today is the day of Festival Of Lights i.e. Diwali. So I wish all of you:

A Very Happy, Glamorous and Prosperous Diwali. May God Bless You With A Sparkling Life!!😇😇

20 Epic Things The Kung Fu Panda Movies Taught Me (Including Dumplings)

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These movies are my Bible. While people look up to Jesus, Allah and Mahavir for inspiration, I look up to Po, Shifu, Oogway and the Five. There is just something so inherently wise in watching a panda kick some kung fu butt that I don’t need the Gods, to be honest.

While some may consider this trilogy of films as purely cute fluff that you “aww!” at, I find so many layers of hidden spiritual gems that I could rattle out solutions to any of your life’s problems, in the blink of an eye.

And here are 20 of my favorite life lessons summarized right.

1. There are no “accidents”. There is always a reason.

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There are no co-incidences. Everything is a road map that formulates along with your choices. In any and every situation, no matter how “accidental” things may seem, if we look back after a while, we’ll always spot a pattern.

2. You just have to believe and the path with reveal itself.

The first step is believing that it is possible. The minute you armor yourself with conviction, the Universe begins to unfurl the road for you, step by step.

3. Trust the timing of the Universe.

While you may hate the wait, patience is the trick that you need in your kitty. Along with this virtue, comes the faith that everything has its own time. Nothing is too late or too early.

4. All you have is the present moment, the NOW.

The past and the future are just creations of the mind. What we actually only possess control over is today, the present moment. So to live in the NOW is the best way to appreciate existence.

5. Treat your past as a diving board, not as a fixture for your present or your future.

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Don’t let your past define who you will be. Let it be the diving point from which you chart your amaze future. And let the present be the bridge towards it.

6. You are always evolving. Hence, don’t fix yourself in a particular image.

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However comfortable or pleasant you may find the current version of yourself to be, realize that you are constantly evolving, constantly growing and this too is a layer you will have to let go off when you are transitioning into a new you.

7. You ARE change and life just reflects that back at you.

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Everything is in constant motion. Everything is changing. And you are the biggest source of change. You are never the same person you were a day ago and life is merely being your mirror.

8. Your vibe attracts your tribe.

You attract your soulmates. Your energy calls out to them and that’s exactly how they find you.

9. True humility lies in your ability to learn from anyone and everyone.

“There is always something to learn, even for a master.”

Remember, there is no one who knows everything and the moment you feel you’ve learned it all, that is the moment you’ve stopped growing.

10. No one is “inferior” or “superior”. We’re all just growing in different ways.

Whatever level of emotional and spiritual maturity the people around you are, you have no right to judge them or their journey. We are all the same, just constantly evolving in our own different ways.

11. Always strive to be the best version of ‘YOU’.

Never stop exploring who you are. Because there is no ending to you. You are an infinite universe in yourself, so always strive to know your best self, the essence of the essence.

12. And help others to become all the light they are.

And as you journey, help the people around you to connect with their own potential. Never forget, the road to happiness is a lonely one if you don’t have others to walk with.

13. It’s necessary to doubt and question your path, at times.

Faith does not exclude questioning or doubting. Every once in a while, you will question what you do, who you are and why you are here. All of these are necessary, all of these are important.

14. You are under no obligation to be “perfect” because you ALREADY ARE.

Just the way you are. You require no edits to be loved. You are magnificent in your glory and magnificent in your flaws.

15. Life is too beautiful to be ignored or half-lived.

The world around you is too precious to be ignored for a few bad experiences. Life is constantly offering us a million blessings, only if we choose to notice them.

16. Your path is yours. Don’t compare it with anyone else’s.

Don’t ever compare your zero to somebody’s 20. Remember that they too started right from where you are at the moment. Also, never look down on someone who’s still learning what you already know.

17. The secret ingredient was, is and will always be YOU.

You are magic. You are what you need to be what you want. You are the only thing that is stopping you to be all the light you already know yourself to be.

18. Your body is just an outer shell. It does not define your essence.

Don’t let the exterior come in the way of your dreams and your goals. Your skin color, your size, your weight has got nothing to do with your self worth. You are already worthy.

19. You are your own version of beautiful.

You need no one to tell you that you are gorgeous, just as you are. Because there’s just one you and you are your very own kind of beautiful.

20. Your dreams are worthy of all of you.

Go full throttle at anything and everything that brings you joy. Don’t stop halfway. Your dreams deserve to be taken right to the very end.

~K@

WOLVES!!🐺🐺

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With no one around the wolves remain wild 

the beauty and the power of the moon 

still has a supernatural presence to it 

with every breath the wolf takes 

the soulful soft clear breath , 

the wolves howl can be heard for miles, 

with mystery and wonder 

the wolves still roam wild, 

and only some humans have joined by their side, 

in a supernatural way we have became the wolf 

the moon had a calling and 

it gave the calling to some of us 

who desire to be one with the wolf,

to be calm and rejuvenate our once lost belonging…

~K@MMY1431

WHO AM I!!😎😎 (Part-II)

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Who am I you may well ask

I really wish I knew

If I am not myself at all

Then maybe I am you

To discover who I really am

Is really quite a task

Maybe I am someone else

Who wears a funny mask

I strive so hard to know myself

To discover the “real me”

My thoughts and feelings all confused

Yet still I cannot see

What makes me tick?

What makes me feel?

So very special and unique

My purpose in this glorious world

Is what I truly seek

I wish I could be creative, self confident and smart

Not quiet, shy and insecure

Emotional at heart

I wish I had the confidence to say what I really feel

Instead of fearing criticism

Uttering words that seem unreal

Why at times do I feel so alone

And just yearn for a friendly face

While at others I just long to be

In some far off distant place

With no one else to bother me

And disturb my rambling thoughts,

Until my conscience brings me back

To do the things I ought

And so I continue on my way

On this journey they call life

I try to do the best I can

Though at times the goings tough

I’ll do my part to refine the world

And make it a better place

By being “me” to my capacity

With each trial I have to face

~K@